Friday, 1 December 2017

Wasiat untuk Adik

Adik,

Kak irah sayang adik sangat2. Adik tau kan?
Nak sangat ada kat rumah, peluk2 cium2.
Masakkan kat adik masakan2 kegemaran adik.
Bagi motivasi, bagi nasihat. Be there.
Tapi kak irah jauh..

Allah yang selalu dekat
Dan boleh jaga adik
Tunjukkan adik jalan, biar adik sukakan kebenaran dan kebaikan
Jauhkan adik daripada segala kegelapan2 yang banyak kat dunia ni
Selamatkan adik daripada kejahatan2 makhluk lain
Mudahkan urusan adik dunia akhirat
Hantarkan dekat adik orang2 yang baik2 dan boleh tolong adik

Kak irah tak boleh nak buat semua tu
Walau kak irah dekat sekalipun, kak irah cuma mampu cuba

Sebab hati adik Allah yang pegang
Adik yang baik, yang caring, yang xselfish, ada prinsip,
Yang buat k.irah sayang walaupun kadang2 ada parts yang degil,
Moga jadi kesayangan Allah.

Sampai nanti bila kita terpisah,
Kita jumpa semula, berkelah kat syurga.
Kalau k.irah tak ada macam mama dah tak ada,
Moga adik terus kuat dan ingat,
Allah selalu ada, dia yang Maha Penyayang.
Dia boleh sayang adik lebih 100 kali ganda daripada how k.irah syg adik walaupun k.irah rasa dh overflow dh dgn ksh syg bila fikir pasal adik.
Sebab kasih sayang antara kita ni pun, tak lain tak bukan, hadiah daripada Allah.

Dan ape yg k.irah sampaikan ni, percayalah, ni jugak ape yg semua ahli keluarga kita nak sampaikan kat adik. 💓
We love u. Fly, but never forget where u come from 🐣 u are our little sunshine, no matter how grown up u will be.

Love till jannah (amin ya rabb),
Kak irah

Wednesday, 15 November 2017

Of broken hearts and its treatment

Sometimes i look at all of u
And what i could see are broken hearts
Perhaps, in some way, reflecting mine

What happens to those carefree smile,
Those determined spirits,
Those bring-it-on actions,
I wonder,
Are we not the same person we were?

Or is this,
The parcel and pieces of entering adulthood,
Where we learn that we are accountable of our mistakes,
That each actions leads to a cycle of effects.

But still, it's not all sorrow
There's comfort in sharing teary moments,
There's good food on the plate and very sound sleep,
There's too many countless nikmah, day by day

It's not that those stagnant state means we are not grateful
It's just that we have broken hearts, which need mendings

But to think of it, people before us, had bigger wounds, that didn't stop them from striving hard

Perhaps, because they really internalise the truth behind those verses,
"with every difficulty there is ease"
With. It comes together.

There wouldn't be a time, where there would be free of problems.
Maybe we grew up aiming for perfections. That aim, that goal, were elaborate in say, primary school or secondary school.

But once we enter the real world, this is it.
There's struggle for essential needs, needs to be socially accepted, emotional exhaustion, loss, death. Some people face it earlier than we do.

Now, time to face the reality.

That hearts do get broken. And there's no, cure-it-all-at-once treatment like we hoped so. But the hearts, need continuous treatment, till the day we die. But meanwhile, let's not stop living. May Allah show us the right way to do it.

Thursday, 9 November 2017

Kembali

Di sebalik bisikan halus was-wasa
Ditambah bolak-baliknya iman
Saat rapuh

Tika itu
Pilihlah untuk kembali
Buka al-kitab
Solat dan menangislah dalam gelap

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