A pinch of reality : I'm a disasterous driver

I sat on the driver seat comfortably and arranged the mirrors like someone-who-knows-what-she's-doing. Then I checked the gear and controlled the steering condfidently. Like an expert, I drived smoothly on the road.




Yeah, right. As if all of that was true.
The truth is:
I felt unconfident the moment I entered the car. Even the passenger seat cushion felt like sandpaper porcupine skin so suddenly because I'm so nervous. I can't even focus. My eyes went from the road, to the mirrors then the meter most of the times. To make things worse, I'm helpless at remembering directions. All roads seem the same and even GPS wouldn't be able to be my saviour.(yeah, right.. like I have one)


Devastating. I was always eager to drive, and I found out that it was really fun (almost like a game to me) but the fact is, I am still not good at it. People said that it was alright, you'll eventually learn it, it's normal to feel that way, eg and eg.


But till when?


My driving instructor is wonderful, but it will be a matter of time before I would disappoint him..
And my driving lessons have started to become a roller-coaster ride day after day.


Helpless.


But there's still hope, right?
After all, nothing is impossible, right?

Well, Miss Jenin believes that nothing is impossible even if it does mean crashing another tiang parking.