Disappear

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


For the time being, I want to be invinsible



:) hah. but only in my dreams


Sometimes I feel like going home
sweet escapade :)


But then again, we can't always run, can we?
I don't want to be seen. I want to keep silent. But then again, I can't help to be myself.
I can't shut my mouth all the time. I can't hide all the time. Although I wished. Wished I was a good girl. Wished I was a good, quiet girl, who hides her nose under a book and says nothing in class, and everything ends peacefully. I wished i don't have to laugh unnecessarily.


But how could I? In the end I'm still me.. And Allah creates all those for reasons, isn't it?


I might be seen as the happiest-girl-in-the-world sometimes. With a big smile stuck in my face, and laughing always. But perhaps it could be that it's the only way to hide my misery and my fears?


So now let's pretend I'm invinsible.
Allah could see inside me.
You, maybe, never can.